Lovestory

   After I told everything in one breath, the heartbeat of my beloved girl increased so much that I could easily feel it. The room was twilight, only the light from the half-open bathroom door illuminated her face, which did not express any emotions, as if frozen in time and space.  The pain of the impending separation permeated both of us, but we realized it only now. We both understood that this short paradise on earth would still end, but neither I nor she were ready for this. Finally, she broke the silence, saying only: "Tomorrow you will leave your love alone  ..." These words squeezed my heart, and tears flowed from my eyes, and I could no longer hold them back. Emotions surged as if a dam had burst, but I was not at all ashamed, I just buried my nose in her neck, resting my head on her shoulder, and continued to sob.  She pulled me closer to her and tried to calm me down, but she burst into tears with such grief and helplessness, from which my heart sank ...

  My brain was about to explode like a bomb, and I was crying inside, thinking about how I can tell my girlfriend that I should leave her tomorrow and go home and that I was not ready for this turn of events.  When I approached our room, I froze in one place and could not move forward. The heart was beating very quickly while becoming so heavy as if a ton of stones were hung on it. Even this small road leading to the room was so long and there were so many stairs that everyone in this hotel tried to stop me.  So I stood at the door for a while, trying to find words for the upcoming conversation with my beloved, and tears came to my eyes, which I held back with all my might, but I did not dare to open the door and go inside. It seemed to me that tomorrow they would take everything away from me, but I could not do anything.  My feelings for my love reached such a depth that I and she now became one, and the thought of leaving her alone in this tourist town unattended, ...