Part 48. A Bad News For My Love And We Cried

   After I told everything in one breath, the heartbeat of my beloved girl increased so much that I could easily feel it. The room was twilight, only the light from the half-open bathroom door illuminated her face, which did not express any emotions, as if frozen in time and space.

 The pain of the impending separation permeated both of us, but we realized it only now. We both understood that this short paradise on earth would still end, but neither I nor she were ready for this. Finally, she broke the silence, saying only: "Tomorrow you will leave your love alone 

..." These words squeezed my heart, and tears flowed from my eyes, and I could no longer hold them back. Emotions surged as if a dam had burst, but I was not at all ashamed, I just buried my nose in her neck, resting my head on her shoulder, and continued to sob.

 She pulled me closer to her and tried to calm me down, but she burst into tears with such grief and helplessness, from which my heart sank to the limit. We both clung to each other like crazy, crying as if our souls were about to separate and the pain of separation was unbearable for us. 

I wanted to meet face to face with my love within myself, I wanted to love my love beyond my limits, I wanted to break all boundaries and make it mine, and in any case, our souls now became one that could not be divided. 

My grip tightened on the body of my love, and the stream of tears from our eyes was not going to stop. There was only one sentence on our lips. I love you, I love you, I love you.

 I will never forget the day of Goa in my life, but this day will be unforgettable for both of us, because on this day we cried heartily for each other, and I wanted to make this day even more memorable. 

So we cried for several minutes, and when the tears in our eyes dried up, our hearts continued to suffer. I looked into the eyes of my beloved ... they were red and swollen. Immediately, I began kissing her face, lips, neck, trying to comfort both of us, thereby kindling a fire in our bodies.

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Part 47. I Was Crying and Not Ready to Tell all To My Darling

 

My brain was about to explode like a bomb, and I was crying inside, thinking about how I can tell my girlfriend that I should leave her tomorrow and go home and that I was not ready for this turn of events. 

When I approached our room, I froze in one place and could not move forward. The heart was beating very quickly while becoming so heavy as if a ton of stones were hung on it. Even this small road leading to the room was so long and there were so many stairs that everyone in this hotel tried to stop me. 

So I stood at the door for a while, trying to find words for the upcoming conversation with my beloved, and tears came to my eyes, which I held back with all my might, but I did not dare to open the door and go inside. It seemed to me that tomorrow they would take everything away from me, but I could not do anything. 

My feelings for my love reached such a depth that I and she now became one, and the thought of leaving her alone in this tourist town unattended, without care and attention for three whole days, drove me crazy. I was losing my temper, but I was looking for strength to take control of the situation and take action. 

Taking a deep breath, I pushed open the door and entered our room. My sweet girl had already left the shower and was waiting for me on the bed. Tension was in the air, I was silent, and she looked me in the face, trying to understand how the conversation with my father ended. 

Then she got up, came up to me, and, hugging me tightly, laid her head on my chest. Everything was clear without words, but neither she nor I wanted to break the silence. Finally, she asked a question about how the phone call went and I detailed it in one breath. An ominous silence reigned in the room again.

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