Wednesday, May 12, 2021

Part 4. Heart with love feeling



After sending the friend request, there was a feeling of uneasiness in the heart that she would accept my request or not.
But to me it was like a test whether the person you like from the heart meets you or not. I had become obsessed with her beauty and innocence at first sight.

Now just waiting, then to accept his friend request but my heart was not letting me wait. My heart seemed more restless to me because I never had such feelings in my heart from childhood till today.
There was also a fear in the heart that for the first time, the heart liked someone, what would happen if she did not approve the friend request. Now the time was waiting for her only when she would approve my request.

But God listened to my heart soon and the next day she accepted my request. Here was the beginning of my love story, which was not even easy because getting the request approved does not mean that she starts talking to you.
Something similar happened to me because there was a happiness that the one who liked the heart accepted the request but how will the talk begin.

I sent a few simple messages for the beginning of the talk but no response from her . All the time my eyes would wait for his answer but I was also not going to give up.
I thought if I liked her wholeheartedly, then she would surely give me the answer, all I needed was patience.

Waiting for her answer became exciting for me, because my heart began to speak to her. Patience also has a limit, and one day, having overcome the limit of patience, I sent her a message: "Why are you silent?
I was also afraid that she would block me, but the desire to learn more about her won out. 

I sent her funny emoji with the theme of expectation and it worked.
The long-awaited "hello" lit up my heart, and I experienced boundless joy, which I have never experienced. Simple things began to happen between us.

In a conversation with her, it turned out that she was from Russia and did not speak English, because she wrote messages in Russian. During this difficult time, Google translator became my support.
I wrote messages in English, then translated into Russian and sent.
 It was a difficult process, but the question was in my heart, so this process soon became easy for me.

Every day we shared various simple information with each other, and every day we became closer and closer.
My life took on a new meaning and was filled with endless feelings of joy, excitement and some new feeling, previously unknown to me.NEXT PART

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