Thursday, May 27, 2021

Part 8. Goa Journey To Meet Love


The rising wave in my heart was very close to the brink because I was fully prepared to meet my love. Then the day came when I left for Delhi by bus with luggage, from where I had to go by train to Goa.

I will never be able to forget this day, I feel that it is happening before my eyes, like in a movie. I caught night time because the next day my train was at 6 am.

For the first time in my life, I felt like an independent bird, imprisoned in a cage for many years and seeking freedom. There was no place for my happiness, which I felt so free, and the only reason for this happiness and freedom was only my love.

I was going to Delhi for the first time and my bus was supposed to arrive by midnight. As soon as I got on the bus, we drove slowly, and all the passengers began to sleep one at a time, but the dream was far from my eyes.

My heart beat faster in anticipation of the most anticipated meeting. Thinking about it, I did not even notice when Delhi arrived, and, getting off the bus, took a taxi and went to the station, where I found out that the train was running on schedule.

There were still 2-3 hours left before the train arrived. After some rest, my train arrived and since my train ticket was as confirmed I had no particular problem finding a sheat.

A few minutes later the train left for Goa, and as the train began to move, the distance between my love began to close.
   I like to observe the beauty of nature while walking, and this journey from Delhi to Goa must have been very beautiful for me, because, on the one hand, my heart longed to meet my love, and on the other hand, when the train moved, I plunged into nature ..

I am lost in a beauty full of lush greenery, endless green plains, many birds flying in the clouds, their chirping, melting sweetness of beauty on my journey. In order to admire nature, during the day.
I shared a seat with the passenger below, because my seat was higher, where it was impossible to see nature. When the train was heading to South India,
At that moment, I realized how much I love adventure, so sometimes I sat in the doorway of my compartment and looked at this amazing nature created by God.

Sometimes the sudden path through the abyss
But on this journey, I missed my beloved next to me, because I wanted her to preserve these wonderful moments with me in her memories.

As I raced on the train to Goa, she flew through the clouds on an airplane in anticipation of our unforgettable meeting that will forever change our hearts, set a new course of events and turn everyday life into an incredible love story that can help couples who have lost hope due to distances 
the greenery was also at its peak, which is impossible to convey in words.

made my heart beat faster, sometimes, passing by a long and large river, I felt a vibration in my heart, but when the train passed through the cave, there was darkness everywhere and only the sound of the train in the cave made the journey more fun.NEXT PART

Sunday, May 23, 2021

Part 7. Wish To Meet Each Other


The school rules and principles completely contradicted my opinion, so I did not consider it appropriate to teach there. Then I went back to where I started and moved to a rented house.
This place also had to bring me something new, which I did not even suspect.

 I thought, why not stay here for a few days and find out how people behave here. I don’t know why, after arriving at this place, a desire arose in my heart to meet my love.

This desire originated in her heart because in a very short time we both got to know each other well and did not hide anything from each other.
She and I merged into a single whole and formed the beauty of the Golden Section of our inner world, which was born from the first day and grew at an incredible speed.

We guessed our thoughts and desires, our hearts beat in unison. We were so similar to each other in everything, we even wrote both with our left hand.
After several months of our communication, we realized that we cannot live without each other, as without oxygen. 

We were separated by as much as 4000 kilometers with a little... Once she told me that she wanted to meet no matter what.
She was ready to leave her country for our meeting and it became an obsession, so I also told her that yes, we will meet when the time is right.

I understood perfectly well that a lot had to be done for our meeting, and most importantly - to get permission from my parents, which would never be approved. It was a failure.
Now the main and only desire was to meet with her, but the biggest problem of this meeting was getting permission from the parents to travel.

 Because everything that you do in my house, where you are going, everyone should know.
In many cases, my home still lives up to the old foundation, and on any trip one has to be strictly accountable for every step.

 I perfectly understood that I would not tell the truth to my parents, because only they have the right to choose a bride for me according to all Indian canons and traditions.
I was too honest with my family and did not dare to take such a step: secretly leave the family to meet with my beloved.. and when she realized this, looking at the screen of her mobile phone, tears of grief flowed down her cheeks, she cried more and more, and could not stop ... it squeezed my heart so much that I said: My dear girl, I will slip away and my escape will remain a mystery !!!
... I was also inspired by her courage. 

All doubts about the trip disappeared, and I gained confidence in everything. From that moment on, we began to carefully consider our escape plan and the place of our first meeting.

The choice fell on the state of Goa in India, as it was the only tourist destination from my favorite city. But most importantly, coincidentally, our first meeting was to take place on the eve of my birthday.

.... When God blesses you on the true path, you feel it with all your gut, and everything is going so right and successfully that there is no doubt about the correctness of the choice.NEXT PART

Wednesday, May 19, 2021

Part 6. Purposed Her to Accept My Love

   

As the ocean waves rushed to the shore, so my heart wanted to express my love. On one of the beautiful sunny days, I plucked up courage and wrote her the most sincere declarations of love.

   I opened to her the feelings that she should have known, and did not lose hope of reciprocity. She became so close and unique to me that I felt all her feelings physically and was sure that she would open up to me.

    Her “yes” moistened my eyes, and I rightly assigned myself the status of the happiest person in the world. All love melodies sounded in my heart, and two silver wings grew behind my shoulders, and my beloved and I soared as high as there was enough oxygen, sighed, more ... got used to the new height.

It seemed to me that God listened to my desire and fully fulfilled it. From that day on, our hearts were reunited in fiery confessions, and time stopped flowing in its usual rhythm, lost its meaning and opened up in a new, fourth dimension.

I also felt that I needed to improve my English for us, so I joined the Conversational English lessons. Thanks to these lessons, I began to slowly teach my baby girl , and after a while the language problems between us ended.

    Our love story began quite recently, when my brother and I had to leave my aunt's house for personal reasons, and we began to live in the same city in a rented house.
         I used to come to a new school every day for an interview, but, like every time, I came back empty-handed and disappointed. My disappointment will go away when I see my love, and it gives me the courage to say the same: "Never give up."

  So when I lived in this house, I only had a month to find a job. One day a woman (the headmaster) called to give her an interview at the school.

    But this school was located in the house of my older brother's son-in-law, which is not far from this city. The relatives said that the school is good and the salary will also be good, because the director and sons-in-law know each other well.

    I was puzzled by the strict rules of this school. In the teacher's diary there were about 20 rules, and in 20 rules about 18 rules are so strict that if they are violated, the daily wage is reduced. Some that I remember I tell

1.if you carry a cell phone in class!

2. if you are out of class!

3. If you are talking to other teachers!

4.if you are late!

5.if you break the teacher's dress code !

6. if you stay at home without permission!

7. if a student comes out from class without your permission!

etc. the goal is one: to reduce wages as much as possible. I immediately understood this trick and refused to work on such conditions.

   In that city I was tired of giving interviews, because its residents have nothing but lies, for me looking for a job became a mental torture. Simply put, I was struck by the behavior of the inhabitants of this city, so I decided to leave that city.NEXT PART

      

     

Friday, May 14, 2021

Part 5. Video Call Helped To See My Love


Our communication, I learned that she is married and has children ... all that she can give me in return ... is friendship, nothing more.
But all love always begins with friendship. Her friendship also meant a lot at that time, because a wave of love for her originated in my heart, and this wave is sure to grow every day.

Seeing only one photo of her, waves began to grow in me, so I did not want to miss the opportunity of friendship. I was so captured by the voice of my heart that I could not see anything around but her.

It’s as if I’m lost in the ocean, the depth of which is unknown, but the deeper I dive, the more I feel its greatness. Her image fascinated me, as if I was looking for her, and my search is complete.
During the correspondence, it seemed that the distance and time between us were negligible, or even completely meaningless.

 Once I decided to talk to her via video link ... to my surprise.
she agreed immediately, because she was also curious to look at me. A mysterious girl with dark, neatly cropped hair, delicate features and a cute smile, with dimples on both cheeks, looked from the screen of a mobile phone.

Her bright and burning eyes fascinated me, and I involuntarily smiled in response, embarrassed by confusion ... we did not have a common language, only our eyes spoke to each other.
From that moment we began to see each other every day. 

She communicated in sign language with elements of broken English, as far as she knew it since leaving school, and over time, chatting smoothly flowed into English.
For a video call, I ran away from relatives and hide under a huge tree in a small park, she took a break from her work and ran to date with me.

These were unforgettable days filled with excitement, happiness and pure in my heart. I want to explain to you, my dear readers, that I deliberately do not name names, since my love story is kept in strict confidence to this day ... and I do not want to change names either, it would not be fair to both of us ...

 Now I am I saw her every day, as I wanted.
Because, not seeing her, my day seemed incomplete, protracted and devastated. Seeing each other every day, sharing everything, trying to make her laugh is just my job.

We talked about everything: I initiated her into the innermost Indian traditions of my family, told the peculiarities of my religion, the variety of Indian dishes and much more.

she introduced me to Russian customs, culinary delights, and tried to teach me how to speak Russian, but for me it was a difficult test, and we laughed for a long time at my pronunciation.
Seeing the happiness on her innocent face, I felt as if my heart was the happiest and fullest in this world. 

With each passing day, my love for her grew. Since she was married, we spoke only during her working hours, since she was bound by some rules of the house and married life.

The night seemed incomplete without her message, it seemed that she too felt my uneasiness that I had fallen in love with her.
Now I had only one thing to do: open my feelings and confess my love to her, without receiving a refusal.NEXT PART

Wednesday, May 12, 2021

Part 4. Heart with love feeling



After sending the friend request, there was a feeling of uneasiness in the heart that she would accept my request or not.
But to me it was like a test whether the person you like from the heart meets you or not. I had become obsessed with her beauty and innocence at first sight.

Now just waiting, then to accept his friend request but my heart was not letting me wait. My heart seemed more restless to me because I never had such feelings in my heart from childhood till today.
There was also a fear in the heart that for the first time, the heart liked someone, what would happen if she did not approve the friend request. Now the time was waiting for her only when she would approve my request.

But God listened to my heart soon and the next day she accepted my request. Here was the beginning of my love story, which was not even easy because getting the request approved does not mean that she starts talking to you.
Something similar happened to me because there was a happiness that the one who liked the heart accepted the request but how will the talk begin.

I sent a few simple messages for the beginning of the talk but no response from her . All the time my eyes would wait for his answer but I was also not going to give up.
I thought if I liked her wholeheartedly, then she would surely give me the answer, all I needed was patience.

Waiting for her answer became exciting for me, because my heart began to speak to her. Patience also has a limit, and one day, having overcome the limit of patience, I sent her a message: "Why are you silent?
I was also afraid that she would block me, but the desire to learn more about her won out. 

I sent her funny emoji with the theme of expectation and it worked.
The long-awaited "hello" lit up my heart, and I experienced boundless joy, which I have never experienced. Simple things began to happen between us.

In a conversation with her, it turned out that she was from Russia and did not speak English, because she wrote messages in Russian. During this difficult time, Google translator became my support.
I wrote messages in English, then translated into Russian and sent.
 It was a difficult process, but the question was in my heart, so this process soon became easy for me.

Every day we shared various simple information with each other, and every day we became closer and closer.
My life took on a new meaning and was filled with endless feelings of joy, excitement and some new feeling, previously unknown to me.NEXT PART

Monday, May 10, 2021

Part 3. New Place New Friend



I also wanted to ignore that father's idea, but somewhere I was not satisfied with my life. Because I wanted to earn good and live a good life.

But I felt that maybe in some other city I might get something new to do, maybe my life will get a new goal. With this dream I made up my mind to leave my friend's school.

My fellow teachers also requested that I will not leave school but I decided to leave my school and go to the city where my relative lived. I did not even know whether this step taken by me was right or wrong because I too had to do something new in life.

Let me tell you that my father's sister (aunt) also lives in the same city who decided to keep me in her house for a few days so that I can arrange a job for myself during this time.

The family members told me to take my younger brother along with me because they wanted my younger brother to also get experience of living outside the house, he also got to learn something new, so I said yes.

For the first time in his life, the younger brother was going to live outside the house to a new place and I also thought that one may be better than the other.

The family brought us and our luggage to aunt's house by car where everyone was happy to see us.
From that very day a new chapter of my life started, which I did not even know where it would take me, what circumstances would arise and how I would be able to face them.
Till now I did not know why fate has brought me to this city.

 I had stepped into this new city with new possibilities.
As soon as I came to this city, every kind of effort was made to do a new task, but the failure happened and that relative too was cut off from me.
So now I had a support my mobile and I used to remain engrossed in it all day.


Running Facebook in my spare time and sending requests of new friends, that was my job.
Only mobile at Aunt's house, her shop and Facebook in it was the means to spend my time.Then came the day for which perhaps my fate had brought me here.


Like every day from mobile, I was searching for new friends that suddenly the Facebook ID of a girl was seen and I opened it and by chance, that ID was also opened.


As soon as I saw the photo of that girl, my heart beat fast, my breath stopped, my hands started to tingle, the whole body shivered, seeing that girl, a storm started to rise inside me because The girl's face was so innocent, cute and her eyes were so intoxicating as if she was attracting me.


Don't know how long I looked at that girl's photo because I was lost in her beauty and her intoxicating eyes as if my heart was waiting for her, beating for her.
What does she do without knowing where she is from? I could not stop my fingers from sending her a friend request.





Friday, May 7, 2021

Part 2. Rules And Decision


It is said that when nature wants to introduce you to someone, first she prepares you for it, makes you face different situations so that you can be able to meet her.
My house rules are also involved in making me worthy of my love. I live in a joint family.

To say that the world has reached the moon but today the rules of my house are the same as before, as soon as it is evening, lock the door of the house.
You can not think of reasons and friendship with girls and I have been different from everyone else due to these reasons.

I am not praising myself that I am good, just trying to tell that some house rules and some control over oneself can make you someone's choice.
Whether you believe it or not, but my love liked my simplicity and my simple way of living. My home rules have also been the reason for my choice.

I have been able to avoid going to bad company due to thinking of the same rules and respect for the housemates in my heart.
You have to be clear of your heart to become someone's choice because there is no place of lies in love and he who lied in relation cannot love anyone. Between these rules of the house, I completed my studies and also got a degree in teaching.

Just a few days after getting the degree, at the request of my friend (who studied with me from class 9 to B.Sc.), I decided to teach in his school.
Teaching had also become a compulsion for me because the people of the house started cracking all kinds of sarcasm. It was due to these satires that I started teaching in my friend's school, where I was not interviewed or asked any question because that school was not new to me.

It was new, just how to teach and what to teach ..? I did not know how to spend 3 years teaching in that school between smart kids and good teachers, good reconciliation.

I can never forget the love I got from the kids and my fellow teachers in these 3 years, but luck will get me.
I was desperate to meet someone and then came the day that brought me a little closer to reuniting with my love.

Or you can attribute it to the person who led me to the place where my love was to begin.
This person was nobody but a relative of ours who taught in a private English school, he met my father at a function.
At the time, the same thing was going on in the father's mind that my son also earned good money and this thinking was put in the mind of the father by that relative.

After returning from the function, that thought took the form of words and my father put that thought in front of me with pressure and said that I too will have to leave this school and move to another city and that person (relative) will help me find a good school. And to interview them .NEXT PART

Wednesday, May 5, 2021

Part 1. Enjoyable Beautiful Life


       

  I am a simple boy from a small town in India who believes in living his life carefree. It has become a habit to live a life full of struggle with laughter.
Talking about family, I live in a joint family and like others, I am trying to give a good future to my life.

It is said that sometimes leaving home also brings something new for you and the same thing happened to me.
For some personal reasons and to make my future, I left my house and went to another place where my life took a turn.

Due to social media, a girl came in my life and with time friendship turned into love and this love made us Mixed each other up and we parted back.
How did all this happen, when did it happen, who is the girl, where is she from, where did we meet, when did we meet and how did we live our moments together, for this, read each part of my story carefully so that I can give you that story of true love.

 At the time of studies, I had not thought that the compitition for the job would increase so much that I would have to struggle so much to get a job because then I was living my life without tension.

I did my master's degree in maths. Even till this time of studies, I did not know what true love is. It is possible that my family members have very strict rules, because of this, I never even dared myself.

But it says that when feelings are born for someone in the heart, then none of the rules of this world have any importance for your.
Something happened to me too that I will continue to share with you in small parts gradually. 

But first I want to tell you what circumstances I had to go through before the beginning of my love story.
These circumstances became the reason for the beginning of my love. Someone has rightly said that you get the right thing at the right time and right place and nature gives you all the arrangements to match it with yourself.

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